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60. Religion disgusts me. I genuinely believe that it is the root of all true evil. If there is a god, and he really wants us to hate, judge, fight, and belittle each other for his sake, then I want no part of him. I think if people just thought more about how to be good people and less about what some fairy tale says, then we'd be pretty much utopian.

59. I have been trying to live my life solely according to logic. I have decided to not do anything illogical. It's been a struggle, though, because there are things that make only emotional, not logical, sense that I can't let go of. Monogamy, for example. I know it is unnatural for our species and I know that the desire for it is socially conditioned. But the thought of infidelity--even with permission--completely horrifies and disgusts me. It's cool for other people, but as for myself--no.

58. I am grossed out by how big my belly has gotten, but at the same time, there is this sick fascination about all the awful physiological stuff that's happening to me. Kind of a train wreck thing.

57. Safety pins just may be the greatest invention of our time.

56. Dog people just kind of get each other in a way that non-dog people can never understand.

55. Never hearing from the AP grading association hurt me more than I like to admit.

54. I have a t-shirt I got in Amarillo, TX when I was in sixth grade. It's HUGE and I still wear it to sleep in. It is more holes than shirt now, but for some reason I love it so so much. I really can't imagine getting rid of it, no matter how disgusting it looks. I'll probably hang onto it long after there is enough cloth to wear.

53. I'm known for being well dressed, but the truth is I really get sick of worrying about my clothes all the time.

52. I wonder what my breasts are for. I can't even figure out if I'm proud or ashamed of them.

51. I am truly convinced that I have ADD in some form.